New Year’s Blues
There’s something about this time of year…
While most people I know are making resolutions and looking forward to new things and new plans in the new year, for me the first few days of a new year are spent looking back on the year before at all the things I didn’t do.
I usually an optimist, but for whatever reason, this is when that optimism fails me and I find myself under a cloud of “whatever happeneds” and “why didn’t Is?”
I tried making resolutions, all that got me were some really glaring examples of what I didn’t manage to accomplish. And it doesn’t help to remind me of what I did do, in the first few days, those accomplishments always pale in comparison to my failures. And then I get deeply depressed. And cry for no reason. And freak out the boy.
And then I get over it.
So forgive me Tumblrs, for my absence of late, I’ve been in a funk. In a day or two, my natural optimism will reassert itself and I’ll be back to posting more cheerful fare. I actually have some good pics from New Year’s Eve and my day at Disney with family on Saturday that I’ll share with you soon. Promise.
Happy New Year, you guys. May you accomplish everything you mean to. <3
